]> http://greasy.com/djangel/index.html djangel's Blog en-us © 01:57:43 Greasy.com All rights reserved. Sun, Jul 01:57:43 6 GMT 30 http://greasy.com/djangel/now_lay_me_down_sleep.html I have a hard time sleeping these days. I stay up until I'm about to doze off right here in front of the screen and then I lay down. But usually as soon as my head hits the pillow I'm laying there thinking a hundred miles a minute. I wonder if he's sleeping or if he's laying there wide awake thinking of me like I'm thinking of him. He's spoiled. I can't imagine how he's really doing behind all that fake happiness he hides behind on the phone. I should know I'm the one who spoiled him. He i ... Fri, 28 Sep 2007 04:28:02 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/thank_god_over.html I don't know about you guys but I am sooo glad to have Christmas behind me. I got enough lotion and soap and body gel to last me the rest of my life. One of the best things I got was my mother finally sent me copies of the pictures she took last christmas. There are some real good ones in there of my fiance. I'll upload the best one of us right after we got our tattoos. That was my favorite gift last year. We got each others name tattoed on our left shoulders. When he gets out we're gonna ... Fri, 28 Sep 2007 03:32:15 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/cant_wait.html Now that I've got presents wrapped and under the tree I'm starting to feel tthe Christmas spirit. My son has an X-Box under the tree. We brought it home about two weeks ago and waited till he went to bed and played it. Now I can't wait till christmas so I can play some more. I mean of course it's for him, there wouldnt even be an X-Box under the tree if it hadn't been what he wanted more than anything. His fathers aunt got him one of those huge remote control cars that probany runs on an a ... Fri, 28 Sep 2007 01:52:37 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/fbi_job_opening.html The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, >interviews and testing were done there were 3 finalists, two men and a >woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large >metal door and handed him a gun. > > "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the >circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a >chair. Kill Her!!!" The man said, "You can't be serious, I could never >shoot my wife." The age ... Fri, 28 Sep 2007 00:10:15 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/hello.html Okay this is my third blog but I wanted to do another intro kinda because I started out on the Politics&Legal channel because my fiance is currently incarcerated. He has been locked up three months on federal charges with 29 other people from the small town we live in. This is going to be my first christmas without him and I'm hoping blogging here will help. The stress is killing me just the not knowing how long he's going to be gone is bad enough. But, christmas too. Well that's all I got ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 23:30:33 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/lonely_christmas_blues.html Hello, blogster. I really don't have anything good to say today but I geuss the good thing is that it really doesn't matter here. It's only a week till my first christmas with him behind bars. I haven't been able to get into the christmas spirit and usually it's one of my favorite holidays. He did get me a gift though he had a guy in jail make me a bracelet. It's got his name on it and everything. Also, I got a Christmas card from him today too. I knew he was sending the bracelet but the c ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 23:06:37 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/white_christmas_trees.html I've always wanted a white Christmas tree. Don't ask me why I just always have. So this year I got one. It's pretty. I hung bright blue garland on it and clear lights. I got some blue and white snowman wrapping paper to match the tree. Now that I think about it I have blue and white snowmen statues on my mantle and my living room is painted blue as well. I never really thought about it. Is it any wonder I'm feeling blue this Christmas. Thu, 27 Sep 2007 21:46:23 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/am_wrong.html Am I wrong for being glad it isn't phone call day. It's been a rough few months and it seems like everyday I'm looking up legal issues online or calling a lawyer or waiting for a phone call from him. Sometimes I relish these non-phone call days. It gives me a chance to worry about me and where my life is taking me. Don't get me wrong I love him more than air. But this situation is rough. He knows how he's going to occupy his time the next few years. I on the other hand am left here in the ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 20:26:55 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/he_called.html Well he called. It was a good phone call this time. We talked about going on vacation to miami when he gets out. He loves the ocean. After we found out he got indicted we went to the beach so he could see it before he went to jail. I think he's kinda calming down a little bit about being locked up. He will feel alot better once he gets to prison though. There he'll be able to work and go to classes. We have talked about getting married but I don't know about a prison wedding you know what ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 19:43:15 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/christmas_break.html So they send our kids home from school for two weeks and call it christmas break. LOL My seven year old son is going crazy here at home. His cable box waited until this week to go out. He's going insane with christmas anxiety and bouncing off the walls. I'm cooking his favorite dinner tonight to try and placate him. Homeade spaghetti. Thankfully its only three more days till christmas hopefully, he'll have a better week at home next week playing with all his new stuff. Then the week after ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 19:30:26 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/bad_phone_call.html Well I just got off the phone with him. Everything was fine at first and then all these other guys wanna all the time come over and try to get me to look up their cases for them online. Just because I do it for my man doesnt make this inmatecharity.com. I mean really I only get 30 minutes on the phone and it cost me $2.70 even if I gotta spend five minutes of it listening to these guys try to beg for favors. And it's not even like I'm a real asshole about it or anything. I've told him a mi ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 17:54:25 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/introduction.html Hi, everybody. This is my first blog so I'm not sure exactly how this works. I'm starting this blog because my fiance of four years is locked up. He's been that way for the past three months and with Christmas right around the corner it's getting really hard. He's in county jail still and hasn't been sentenced or anything so we don't even know how much time he's gonna get. The stress is enough to drive someone crazy. I talk to him every other day though and we write about once a week. As a ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 17:49:44 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/waiting_by_phone.html He's supposed to call me today as soon as they turn the phones back on afer lunch. It must suck to be an almost 40 year old man and be told what to do eery minute of every day. He wasnt good with being told what to do on the outside. I always gett a little anxious before he calls. Sometimes it seems like the phone calls bring him down, which makes me feel bad too. Here lately we have to spend alot of time talking about his case since he doesnt ever get to talk to his lawyer. I generally tr ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 16:05:36 GMT http://greasy.com/djangel/blogging_for_dollars.html Okay, I'm signed up with this site for freelance writers that matches you up with writting projects. This morning I get an e-mail that I have projects that match my profile available. I go to check it out and come to find out its a proposal for someone to write a blog. I'm thinking "this I can do". Imagine getting paid(albeit not much) for blogging. Of course they have specific topics they want you to cover but it seems like alot of fun so I submitted a bid. I love blogging here the only p ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 15:36:03 GMT