Hello, blogster. I really don't have anything good to say today but I geuss the good thing is that it really doesn't matter here. It's only a week till my first christmas with him behind bars. I haven't been able to get into the christmas spirit and usually it's one of my favorite holidays. He did get me a gift though he had a guy in jail make me a bracelet. It's got his name on it and everything. Also, I got a Christmas card from him today too. I knew he was sending the bracelet but the card was a suprise. He also had a bracelet made for my son so he could send him something too. He has a son with cerebral palsy so for christmas I'm donating money in his name to United Cerebral Palsy. Maybe things will get easier after the holidays, I hope so. It's rough lately I wish he could just know already when they are going to let him go so even if it is gonna be five or seven or even(god forbid)ten years we would be able to count days instead of just worrying and wondering. He hates doing county time too so I feel bad for him. At least when he gets to prison he can work and go to classes. Time will go by faster for him there and maybe once he feels better time will go by faster for me too. Well, I geussw thats all the whining I've got in me for now. Thanx for bein there. He's gonna call tomorrow so I'll be back for an update then.