My posts may not make sense, but I don't want to get into every finite detail of the background for them. I'm not writing any of this for the heck of it, I need to vent. I am absolutely alone. I have NO FRIENDS at all that I can talk to, I just have me to listen...
Basic stuff you need to know: I am married. Found the man of my dreams, he's not perfect, never claimed he was. He used to be my strength and what I wanted in a spouse.
I found out he'd been lying. Called him on it. He gave me the whole "entirely innocent" act for months (I still knew he was lying, I had evidence). So instead of making things RIGHT, he's still floundering around in the situations he was in during the whole lying situation.
Yet.....somehow it's MY fault all of it happened.
Right.
His choices.
MY fault.
I want my husband back. He can do it, ONLY if he wants to......