http://greasy.com/emptyinside/index.html emptyinside's Blog en-us © 15:48:57 Greasy.com All rights reserved. Mon, Oct 15:48:57 6 GMT 30 http://greasy.com/emptyinside/health_journal_personal.html 8/8 - 8/14 & 9/2-9/9. For the last 5 days: nauseated 24/7. Little food - feel better until about an hour after eating. Can't sleep feel so badly; catnapping -- super tired & can sleep 12 hours once I do fall asleep; waking up super ill feeling. The last 8 days, feeling of bloating, need to bm. Dizziness is a bit more obvious since the weekend. Feel warm a lot, not very hungry. 09/19: nauseated when eating, had a few small meals, ate very slowly, as suggested. Totally sleepy. A bit crampy b ... Thu, 18 Sep 2008 07:19:14 GMT http://greasy.com/emptyinside/oh_brother.html ...........some people.......... I just can only say ......some people........... Fri, 12 Sep 2008 19:13:57 GMT http://greasy.com/emptyinside/thanks.html Firstly I want to say thank you to everyone for their encouragement on what I've posted. Life is never easy, I've made wrong decisions but my heart is in the right place and I'm not stoic or anything crass like that towards my husband. He's still growing into being a husband. He's never been married before, even at our age and so in many ways he's like a teenager out of school who got hitched. It is not easy for me to be understanding to this sometimes and also the fact he never dated anyo ... Fri, 12 Sep 2008 18:12:43 GMT http://greasy.com/emptyinside/tears.html This building will never be our home. It will always be his home. I just reside here and do the cooking, cleaning and other necessary things. I don't have people over, I don't make the schedule, I merely exist for whenever he gives me any of his time. He can do waht he wants, when he wants, have friends over.....whatever. I'm like some puppet or better yet, a dog waiting for its owner to feed it, to pay it some kind of attention, whether it's the kind it wanted or not. Why am I so desperat ... Sun, 20 Apr 2008 20:42:21 GMT http://greasy.com/emptyinside/1207745818.html I'm feeling really down and disappointed with my marriage. This man isn't who I thought he was. I thought he would defend me until death if necessary. I've been treated really badly by people who don't know me but know him. He knows what they've said & done & is just a little "peeved" at them. On my side, he's all over me about "what should I do? cut them out of my life?" Sorry, but to me, yes. If they cannot respect your spouse & not lie & stay out of your marriage then YES. Ditch them & ... Wed, 9 Apr 2008 12:56:58 GMT