So I told you all I've basically ignored the guy from last weekend and then today I wrote and apologized and told him I'm starting to feel more like myself. He pretty much always says the right thing and to be completely honest, I think this scares the crap out of me! But enough about my fears, save them for another blog. He had told me the day after we met that the whole night words were flowing through his head so he hadn't slept well. He said he wrote them down when he woke up and it was inspired by me. I told him it was up to him if and when he felt he wanted to share it. He writes many poems and I know they are very personal and written with his heart. I've read a few of them and they are quite good.

He sends me back an e-mail called "your poem" and in it he sent the poem. I was speechless. No wait, I think it may have actually taken my breath away. (This scares me too)He really listens and retains what I say.

Ok that was the good.

The bad, my son came off the bus after once again being hit, called names and bullied. Don't worry, I've called the bus garage.

Comments:

what is with the bullying??? Geez...

comment by kristilyn3 on May 9, 2008 9:05 AM ()

i know!!

reply by firststarisee on May 9, 2008 11:19 AM ()

I'm with you on wanting to round up the bullies, but furthermore, i want to round up their parents!I'm glad that this guy is taking your breath away...you need that.

comment by janetk on May 9, 2008 6:19 AM ()

I'm scared

reply by firststarisee on May 9, 2008 11:20 AM ()

The guy sounds very attentive and nice. I hope everything works out well for you. Sorry to hear that your son is being bullied, but so glad to hear that you reported it.

this guy sounds really good for you right now, whether it is just as a friend or as something more eventually.
Poor kev, I know how that is Gee. it is so aggravating! I just want to grab those bullies and kick the sh!t out of them!

comment by elkhound on May 8, 2008 5:28 PM ()

Thanks Aunt Mary You're the best! We sure do hate bullies, you and I.

reply by firststarisee on May 8, 2008 6:26 PM ()

You know I felt the same way after I left my ex, when someone was nice to me I thought...wow..how can this be. It's exciting, scary..all at the same time. Just remember to take it at your pace...and this guy isn't your ex...and it's ok to let go a little. *hugs tight*

comment by elfie33 on May 8, 2008 2:59 PM ()

Thanks elfie, it helps to know that others have been

reply by firststarisee on May 8, 2008 3:43 PM ()