I have stayed up all night long.Couldn't sleep.I have been recording Army Wives on Lifetime.Hell it's been May 04 AL left for Iraq.Tonight the last episode,they're leaving with the big C4 on the runway and the buses lined up.I started balling my eyes out.I haven't cried like that since he had to deploy.I couldn't stop.My eyes are so red and feel swollen.I've watched lots of things about deployment,movies,TV shows,hell i lived thru it.Nothing got me like this.Maybe it's because it is from us the wives.The way that it hit me emotionally took me back to that day.Like no time has passed at all.It also made me guilty for my behavior here lately.I do appreciate him,but i need to let him in on it....Angie

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Hang in there Angie

comment by shesaidwhat on June 5, 2008 5:16 AM ()

Thanks Terri.I have gotten a little spoiled by your support..It means alot.

reply by fobstateside on June 5, 2008 10:52 AM ()

comment by jerms on June 4, 2008 2:36 PM ()

Yes he is.He retired,his 20 yrs were in.Thank goodness.

reply by fobstateside on June 5, 2008 10:49 AM ()

I loved that series. The second season will begin airing soon--I can hardly wait. You are right about the perspective of the wives and lovers. I can only imagine what you are going through and the soldiers.

comment by elfie33 on June 4, 2008 4:16 AM ()

Thx elf...

reply by fobstateside on June 4, 2008 4:22 AM ()