]> http://greasy.com/jtruant/index.html jtruant's Blog en-us © 11:55:17 Greasy.com All rights reserved. Sat, Jul 11:55:17 5 GMT 30 http://greasy.com/jtruant/naughty_application_hollywould.html Yay. You all can fill this out for me now :-D Your Name: Johnny Teneyck Age: 24 Favorite position: You, restrained Do you think I'm cute/ handsome? (Holly) Sure I do Would you have sex with me? Too late lights on or off? on Would you have to be drunk? No, but that is always fun Would you take a shower with me? I would. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? I am right now :-P Would you leave after or stay the night? Depends if I have shit to do Do you like cuddling afterwards? Wit ... Thu, 29 May 2008 03:16:52 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/suck_f_me_eat_raw.html I wonder sometimes about the hard and true nature of the world around us and I am forced to contend with the fact that everything that everyone around me does is for a reason that either doesn’t work for me or makes no sense to me at all. In fact if it weren’t for the body of mine that tells me that I need o eat and sleep I wouldn’t do those things either. All of my wants, needs, and desires are replaceable and that is what makes me free to do the things that I want to do and take wh ... Wed, 28 May 2008 23:22:58 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/water.html Buried deep inside the heart and mind of every person on this planet whether they want to admit that they are a slave as such is a compelling draw to forces that others would be considered dark. Way back when my heart first died I wondered what it was embedded in each and every human being that made them want to annihilate themselves. When I look at my ads and every other place that I exist on the internet the people who see me have to know that joining with me and understanding anything a ... Sun, 4 May 2008 02:33:17 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/sordid_romance.html The one month date since Holly has been gone is rapidly approaching. I for one have definitely enjoyed the experiment and wonder exactly how much more painful I can make it for her. The problem is there is precious little I can do from here. I’ve read all of her blogs and rantings, whining about the unfairness of it all and I have to admit that I probably should have done this a lot sooner, before things had gotten as bad as they had. I know that there are an awful lot of you guys bitchi ... Wed, 30 Apr 2008 12:30:07 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/feel_drama.html The sickest kind of impulse that drives people is the one that thrives on misery. No matter how hard you try to tell me otherwise there has always been a time in your life when you have taken private joy at the expense of someone else. It doesn’t even have to be someone you hate either but we see it imbedded in every facet of human interaction. The humiliation you inflict doesn’t have to be public either, all it takes is one smart assed comment to your little group of peers to set the ... Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:23:30 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/following_herd.html Sometimes we inevitably find out that there is only so much a human being can stand when it comes to being an individual. Every minute of every day no matter how hard you stare at yourself in the mirror trying to convince yourself that you are a bright and shining star the fact always remains that in truth you are constantly feeling the pull of the herd at all times. This instinct is not an accident because it made civilization possible. However the instinct to want to go along with the gr ... Mon, 28 Apr 2008 12:17:29 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/johnny_queer.html It seems that without the gravitational force of Johnny telling her what to do the little satellite slave known as Holly has nigh unto utterly reverted back into the same old habits that she was in when she met me in the first place. After a barrage of thinly veiled insults and smarmy backhanded comments she posts an amusing play list featuring one song “Johnny are you Queer?” I hope that when the drunken bravery wore off you felt a little bit better in your heart because that kind of ... Tue, 22 Apr 2008 02:00:01 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/amerigobrainless.html Well I read your comment that claims that I have staged this Holly break-up (which we didn’t do) because it is good for business. I have to start to wonder about you now though Kirk. I don’t think that you can honestly be the business genius that you claim to be anymore if you think that a blog with 600 hits helps my business at all. I mean I know you have flown back at me with insults and plays on words repeated ad nausium but really now you are kind of ridiculous. I run websites as p ... Tue, 15 Apr 2008 13:26:10 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/mr_hyde.html I have to say that sending Holly off may have been one of the better ideas that I have had as a punishment throughout the tenure of our relationship. Not only does she appear to be learning what it really means to be a slave and not this thing that things it is irreplaceable but her absence has offered me the opportunity to get back to basics. I find myself inundated with sensations that I have seldom lately had the opportunity to indulge in. For the first time in a long time I can be what ... Mon, 14 Apr 2008 15:44:38 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/familiarity_breeds_contempt.html I always promised that no matter what happened, no matter how hard you try, something always goes wrong. Even after all of the time and energy that I’ve devoted to cultivating a human being it still requires a new kind of fertilizer to grow correctly. Since it seems these days that you only respond to public humiliation allow me to ever so gently burden you with the load. Here, my dear, is what you did wrong. 1) You have totally failed at being “America’s fucking sweetheart.” Real ... Mon, 14 Apr 2008 00:05:07 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/message_king_fools.html From: amerigobard Subject: Re: You've Been Featured ... Sent: Apr 10, 2008 2:15 AM PDT You can read about yourself in my DC News Blues article ... well, in the comments and responses section, anyway ... just thought I'd share this information with you, but DO be sure to quote the ENTIRE content of this webmail, since you seem rather fond of selectively cutting and pasting in a rather BIASED manner, oh Liege Lord of Perpetual Fantasy Land .... are their professional courses I can study wher ... Thu, 10 Apr 2008 16:36:50 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/amerigobard_mind_exile.html No; only some if us miss you What an opening remark, I’m sure that what is going to follow is going to be some grammatically incorrect lump of shit just like this first sentence. I guess what I’m trying to say is, English motherfucker, do you speak it? The correct syntax is “No, only some of us miss you.” I don't miss you at all, because lying about a whistleblower who's life has been threatened by corrupt public officials (that would be me), is a crime called slander. In truth the ... Wed, 2 Apr 2008 18:15:52 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/tagged.html 1. How old are you? I’m 24 2. What is your favorite color? Red 3. How old were you when you got your first kiss? I was around 11 it was in a baseball dugout 4. Did you ever do something illegal? Yes. 5. What was one of your most embarrassing moments in life? Once when I was younger I was trying to impress one of my friend’s mothers who was very Christian. She made us food and when it came time to say grace she asked me to. I was not brough up in an overbearingly religious environment i ... Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:43:08 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/day_nice_cosmic_brother.html I just read a rather amusing comment, one in a laundry list of outcries from members of any kind of a social affiliation that disagrees with anything that I’ve ever said and the attack that inevitably comes is one that identifies me as a member of the opposing social sect. The reason that I find this so amusing is a simple concept and one that I suppose needs some clarification before I continue. One of the major problems with needing to belong to a group is the need that a lot of people ... Mon, 17 Mar 2008 11:25:17 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/flights_fancy_hurt.html DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction and falsehood based almost not entirely on a real human being. My name is CHI WAAAAAAH WAAAAAAH SMASHER!!!!! and I really LOVE sandwiches. I can’t help myself really it just seems when I look at a nice ham and swiss on old world style Tuscan bread that my sausage-like fingers can’t help but wrap around that mayonnaise soaked mustardy goodness and choke it all down in once disgustingly vile bite. When I eat the sandwiches I OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM t ... Sun, 9 Mar 2008 06:53:09 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/victory_achieved.html VICTORY IS MINE Joe, your page is private. I am the winner. You are the loser. http://joeszrepublicanpage.blogster.com Mon, 3 Mar 2008 14:59:58 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/blogster_checkmate.html The end of an era… The king is (more than likely) dead http://jtruant.blogster.com/muah-defyinggravity101 But you all have no idea how much i have enjoyed shoveling shit all over them. Fri, 29 Feb 2008 05:56:32 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/vn_vd_vc.html Last night was a wonderful experience. It seems however that their may be a new king in town. I have to admit that whatever has gone wrong in here is rapidly changing me again. Although I always have been a dynamic entity of constant change and self service these new impulses are something marvelous to behold. I cannot remember many instances in my life where I’ve felt so alive and ready to take on the world, literally. It’s possible that I had the wrong idea about what I should be doi ... Thu, 28 Feb 2008 14:33:16 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/bella_noche.html Everything seems more focused now. I’ve decided that I have been good too long and its time to go again out on the prowl. When I turn my vision inwardly I see nothing but the reflection of the demon I am becoming. Without that madcap chaos I’m afraid that I can’t pretend for the neighbors anymore. I watched my hair run down the drain today, felt the hot water hit my bald head. I know that going through the motions of a near forgotten ritual is intoxicating and I have to admit that I ... Wed, 27 Feb 2008 18:14:01 GMT http://greasy.com/jtruant/eclipse.html Always I can feel the pull away from my species. Inside my mind, in the blackest corners therein I know that I will never be the same as the legion of slaves that inhabit this world. Once in awhile I am confronted with some kind of hope that there is someone out there who can take my place as this isolationist monster I have become. There is a sick strange darkness growing in me where, curbed and leashed internal monsters aside, I am nothing but a big black hole. Holly reaches out into tha ... Wed, 27 Feb 2008 13:33:28 GMT