I have to say that sending Holly off may have been one of the better ideas that I have had as a punishment throughout the tenure of our relationship. Not only does she appear to be learning what it really means to be a slave and not this thing that things it is irreplaceable but her absence has offered me the opportunity to get back to basics. I find myself inundated with sensations that I have seldom lately had the opportunity to indulge in.

For the first time in a long time I can be what I am in actuality, remorseless and cold. For years now I have restrained myself for her. I have given more than I should have given the dynamics of what we were. Holly is my heart but Aurora is my chew toy. I have to admit that a chew toy can be a lot more fun.

Playing Jekyll was fun at times but Mr. Hyde is so much more amusing. Enjoy your time with Miss Beka.

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