That's not true, off course there is purpose for you! You are a hunam being aren't you not
..Well, what you want from life is up to you, you can't live like this - Living under constant feeling of infedelity and forboarding, it's not good for you.
I feel there's more to this post, as in 'kids' or other ties etc, I only feel this from the ammount of pressure that took you to write this post.
I don't think anyone can truly say what to do - but the one thing that never let 'Me' down is to follow your heart. the 'Heart' never lies.

Would you ever consider brewing your own 'cider'. Just a thought!

Awww, I bet she felt at home listening to it. Kisses to you all.
Tell Hazel, God will always light the path for her when she needs guidance

I grow my own, no-ones died yet!....

Welcome to Greasy
I can see you excited about the birthday party, how's the planning going

I wanna be on my last day....
...but I still hve 7 to go - arrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..sigh
I hope you enjoy yourself, find an internet cafe and tell me how sweet life is on the outside will you!

Hope little one is ok I missed you too 'Ocean'

You have the perfect weather for the 'fest'. There's nothing like falling around in muddy puddles of whatever, to make real fest take off
In the UK we have the Glastonberry fest, it usually takes place in the wetest of weather for added atmosphere

Aww your such a lovely person caring for your mum, beieve me you are 'rare', I wish my kids would worry boot me just as much. I'm sure she knows how wonderful you are, tell you what - your a blessing in every moms eyes

The mouse trap clock would work well in my house