So I was sitting here on a Sunday afternoon and I really should be doing other things but I can't seem to concentrate. See there is this guy that I like and he is way fun, but sometimes I think it would be easier to just not like guys. It can be such a pain. Like right now, I am thinking about how cool he is and how I would love to hang out with him instead of thinking "Maybe I should do my homework that I didn't finish" or "Maybe I should read my scriptures, it's Sunday after all" But no, I am stuck here thinking about him!!!!!! Why does life have to be like that?

Oh yeah, my friend is really good friends with him and I feel bad cause I think that she might be thinking that I am using her for him, but I'm totally not, but at the same time, that is how I have access to him, cause I am too afraid to actually ask him to hang out on our own. But yeah, it's a complicated life I lead.