]> http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/index.html mytwoloves's Blog en-us © 13:05:05 Greasy.com All rights reserved. Fri, Sep 13:05:05 5 GMT 30 http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/time.html I feel like all I have been doing this summer is running around, and if I am not running around I am cleaning up after the kids! From riding bikes - going to the park - going swimming - mowing the lawn - I just don't have anytime for me anymore. Last weekend we camped - this weekend we are heading out yet again to head up North to camp! The kids just don't get tired but I am completley wiped out right now! :) Its all good - the kids are happy and thats all that really matters to me! My lit ... Fri, 11 Jul 2008 19:23:40 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/moment_think.html Time - so true - it is time to just accept and move on and forgive / forget - time waits for no one. Today is here - yesterday is just gone - no changing what was said and done - just room for change or improvement. I am so trying to get over my little "hump" - this is why I started to come here and write. I try daily NOT to hurt others and forgive myself for all the mistakes I have made , but at times it is just so difficult. I want to do what is right and I want to be a better person and ... Wed, 4 Jun 2008 23:22:40 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/disaster_making.html Now the true test will come for me - Do I stand my ground or keep the peace like I normally do? Kassidy's grandmother is pulling in tonight! AHHH I really have to much on my mind to deal with this right now. I walked over to her Uncles house to let him know that his mother was coming tonight and he needed to make room for her. I just don't even want to see her right now. She is so disrespectful and rude that I can't even stand to be in the same room with her. I even called Jim to inform hi ... Wed, 4 Jun 2008 23:20:59 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/feeling_blue.html I wasn't so upset about my vehicle breaking down - that was until tonight. I really don't mind anything regarding the van - all but that I have my son every other day. And my ex- husband lives three towns away -(fifteen minutes) not bad but now that I don't have a car I can not him to school in the mornings. So I am unable to go get him and drop him off to school in the morning - and I missed a baseball game tonight. This is why I have been looking for a place to live in the same town as m ... Wed, 4 Jun 2008 23:19:00 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/fireworks_rock_101_fest.html Well at least we made it to the Rock 101 Fest! It is a wonderful time down on the river in Manchester - where the kids can play games and buy silly little items and there are live bands until the fireworks begin @9:30 pm. It was a beautiful day - nice and warm! We walked around and played games and ate fried dough-french fries and ice cream. I myself like to just watch people- yes I am a people watcher. It really amazes me that people allow there young children to walk out of their homes w ... Sun, 1 Jun 2008 00:14:42 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/fireworks_rock_101_sky_show.html Well at least we made it to the Rock 101 Fest! It is a wonderful time down on the river in Manchester - where the kids can play games and buy silly little items and there are live bands until the fireworks begin @9:30 pm. It was a beautiful day - nice and warm! We walked around and played games and ate fried dough-french fries and ice cream. I myself like to just watch people- yes I am a people watcher. It really amazes me that people allow there young children to walk out of their homes w ... Mon, 26 May 2008 20:25:16 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/believe.html I can't believe this - and I wouldn't if I didn't have someone with me yesterday to say that I wasn't loosing my mind. I blogged yesterday about my van breaking down- this morning we went out to check on it - took it for a ride - IT WAS FINE! I am in a fog- this is unbelievable - yesterday it wouldn't shift out of 1st gear and I was only able to drive 5 miles an hour by the time I was almost home, I was driving 15-30 for a while! I am shaking my head right now. My daughters father is takin ... Sun, 25 May 2008 13:13:57 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/ahhh_just_thing_wrong.html I am seeing red right now! I can not believe this - how does that saying go "It comes in Threes"? Well I just hit #3 #1 My vacation #2 My cell phone broke - I can only receive incoming phone calls #3 My van just broke down! AHHHHH I dropped off my daughter at a cookout because I had to go pick up a friend from a class and I was going to return for the cookout and fireworks. Pull out of the driveway and the van felt funny, like it was hesitating. I turned off the radio, only to realize the ... Sat, 24 May 2008 19:28:27 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/memorial_day_weekend.html Well with just getting back from vacation and the gas prices sky rocketing - we are staying around home this weekend. We are going to a cookout today, and I really am not looking forward to this! I like staying home and doing things around the house. I don't enjoy being around people and crowds! But yet again I need to think of the kids! James (my daughters father) invited us to a cookout - it is at one of his friends from works house! Oh thats going to be so much fun for me - when I have ... Sat, 24 May 2008 10:33:47 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/family_feud.html I can feel a family feud coming! This upcoming week I am not looking for ward to at all! I am not sure actually what I should do - 1st my feelings - I really don't care for my daughters grandmother. The way she speaks to my kids makes me want to jump out of my seat- its really hard to explain- she lectures my children and I as a adult can not even follow along with her. She goes on and on about things that don't make sense. She is all about making sure she says that everyone is equal in th ... Thu, 22 May 2008 22:17:23 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/running_gas.html Well now I am not only concerned about running out of gas in my vehicle this year - now I ran out of gas in the lawn mower! What a great day yesterday - go out to mow the lawn and get half way done and ran out of gas! I just pushed the mower back and walked away! I really don't want to spend $15.00 to mow the lawn- may not sound like alot of money - but to me $5.00 is a alot! This summer is going to be so much fun - sitting around here! I won't be even able to go to the lake everyday like ... Wed, 21 May 2008 14:06:07 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/florida-_happy_last.html My first vacation with the kids was definitely a experience that I wish went better than it did. In my eyes: It was a disaster - 1st of all we stayed at my daughters grandparents house - that was a huge mistake! I knew that it was a mistake before I even went - I just didn't think it was going to be as bad as it was. It all started before we even left- she kept calling the kids and promising all kinds of things - which I completely understand that she had great intentions but she took it w ... Tue, 20 May 2008 10:53:16 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/vacation_2.html We made it back from Florida! The kids had a good time - going on boat rides - to the beach - Disney - and Universal Studio's! I myself did not enjoy it as much as I should have! next time I'll know better than to stay with my daughter's grandmother! i tried my best to keep quiet for as long as I could - for my children, but it didn't last! It was hard in more ways than one! But at least the kids had a great time and that is all that matters! Thu, 15 May 2008 18:05:49 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/vacation.html Well our Florida vacation starts tomorrow! I think - or should I say I hope we are all packed and ready to go! I no that once we get there I will remember what I left behind! This has been a rushed plan - I only had about three weeks to prepare for this and that defiantly wasn't enough time! So I will wing it once we get there! Its down to 24 hours til take off! And so far thats all the kids are looking forward too! Well at least Dylan is looking forward to that! Kassidy wants to see her d ... Tue, 29 Apr 2008 18:57:49 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/heart_happy.html I am feeling great - besides some minor issues that I always have! My best friend is home from her "vacation" - she actually tried to move to North Carolina but things didn't work out! Which is better for me- for selfish reasons! I missed her tremendously - I am not happy how things didn't work out for her family - just that she is home! Her and her family are staying with me until they can find a home. I am very happy they are here and not where they were going to stay. What are friends f ... Mon, 28 Apr 2008 03:13:02 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/opening_day.html Dylan's opening day for baseball was yesterday! Now for the world to no - I don't like watching baseball! But when my son is playing is a whole other story! He of course is the BEST baseball player I have ever seen! Starting pitcher again this year- "strike 1 - strike 2 - strike 3" - they were all out! His team one 4-2! Yes I am a proud mommy! He was just so cute- but I won't tell him that - I couldn't even kiss him in the dugout this year! Dylan is our pride and joy - (when he is sleeping ... Sun, 27 Apr 2008 22:41:34 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/swiped_elkhound_lover_2.html 1. Would you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your girlfriendor boyfriend? She wouldn't have been a true friend if she did that! 2. Where were you on your 17th birthday? That long ago- I have a hard time remembering last year - even if my 17th b-day was last year! lol 3. Have you ever seen a live bat? Not that I can remember and I think i would remember that- My brother use to try to upset me when we were little so I would run home- but I never did! 4. Is there anyone you hate? I ... Sat, 26 Apr 2008 11:23:56 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/swiped_elkhound_lover.html I couldn't figure out how to delete a article! Sat, 26 Apr 2008 11:22:35 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/bit_rushed.html Four more days til we take off for Disney! I have had at least three weeks and I am still not ready! Yikes! This is just not like me -I don't like to procrastinate but I feel I am right now. Really there is not much left to to but its weird that I am waiting around not taking care of it! At least "D" went through all his shorts to see if any still fit- I am lucky there because he has at least six pair- he would have more but he thinks some are not long enough - which they are! I myself do ... Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:53:13 GMT http://greasy.com/mytwoloves/year_born.html In 1973 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the USSupreme Court rules in Roe vs. Wade that states may not prevent a woman from having an abortion during the first trimesterUS announces the end of the military draftSpiro T. Agnew resigns after pleading no contest to charges of tax evasion while governor of MarylandGerald R. Ford becomes the first appointed vice president under the 25th AmendmentA total ban on oil exports to the US for six months is imposed by Arab nations ... Wed, 23 Apr 2008 12:50:10 GMT