Thank you thank you for the kind remarks and the notes that I've been sent. This indeed is a really hard time. My son is Caylee's godfather and he's out there passing out flyers right now -- a place where I would be if I didn't have to work today. I've worked every day this week but Friday. It's hard going to work and trying to act normal when every child I see reminds me of that little girl.
To say what we've heard or what we know about the case is not something I feel free to do. I do know in my heart that the mom knows exactly where Caylee is, but no one can get to her for 4 more days. There's a 7 day post lock up period where she is not able to have any visitors.
I don't know why all this is happening, but I have only one thing that I can do -- trust God. In all the really rough times of my life, there has been comfort because of my faith in Him. I've felt His arms around me when I've lost someone dear to me. I remember a really good friend of mine telling me, right after the sudden death of my mom, that at least I had my faith. When he lost his mom, he said, his family had nothing but bitterness. The good thing that sparks is the hope and faith in your heart even in the worst of times and the worst of circumstances. That is where I stand right now.
I will be back on Tuesday. I have 4 days off and I intend to utilize them by going out and handing out flyers with my son and the other volunteers. Please keep us in your prayers as well as her family. Thanks again for all your support, especially to those who have sent me notes to uplift me in this really trying time.
God bless, have a great day!
posted on July 20, 2008 7:12 AM ()