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Monday, Before I Go to Work Musings

I cannot explain what confusion I'm going through right now. The searchers are back in Orlando and I'm debating whether or not I feel that I'm supposed to go search. The question is not should I -- I guess I think that I should, but I don't know what I'd do if I found her! I'd probably have a break down right there on the spot. Maybe I can be the water person and just hand out water and encouragement to those who are trying to find her. Some things you just can't do.

I'm hurting inside and out. There's so much that I can't say, but I don't understand how all this happened. I don't get it.

Okay, so enough of the depressing stuff. I haven't talked to you in so long, but you're each in my heart. I'll try to get back on later and see what everyone is up to. Just keep praying for us. Love ya. Later.

posted on Oct 13, 2008 6:28 AM ()

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My heart is with you, Deb.

comment by marta on Oct 14, 2008 6:15 AM ()

thinking of you deb

comment by oldroan on Oct 13, 2008 5:22 PM ()

comment by firststarisee on Oct 13, 2008 11:44 AM ()

And so we pray

comment by grumpy on Oct 13, 2008 10:30 AM ()

reply by teacherwoman on Oct 13, 2008 11:15 AM ()

Still think that there is something fishy about this story.
I do hope that they find her safe somewhere.
One can only hope.Take care and of course rest.
I leave for my holiday next Monday.
Aren't you due to leave soon?

comment by fredo on Oct 13, 2008 9:44 AM ()

Next Monday, and I'll be going through Ft. Lauderdale.

reply by teacherwoman on Oct 13, 2008 11:14 AM ()

Nena is right. You can only do what youa are doing, hoping and praying as we all are. No one says that you are not allowed to just lay back and bawl your eyes out. We all have to do that from time to time. We are all with you.
AJ

comment by lunarhunk on Oct 13, 2008 8:39 AM ()

I think I've done enough of the "bawling" part. Seems like I think I'm at the end of tears and more start up. I know the cruise will help me.

reply by teacherwoman on Oct 13, 2008 9:05 AM ()

You have done enough. Just do your OWN thing and leave the searching to others. Don't put so much pressure on yourself. (I should know). I just wish someone would tell them where the dear is, so your life can get half-way back to normal. Keeping you in my thoughts. Nena

comment by nenah on Oct 13, 2008 8:05 AM ()

Me, too nenah -- with my whole heart.

reply by teacherwoman on Oct 13, 2008 9:03 AM ()

I hope you enjoy your cruise Deb, time to just get away and not have to think about anything. This whole ordeal has been a nightmare for many and it has to end soon. I keep hoping things turn out the best and she will be found...I hope you get some rest soon and your family can feel back to normal soon.

comment by cindy on Oct 13, 2008 7:37 AM ()

Back to normal -- I don't know if I'll ever do that, but at least we can move on, you know?

reply by teacherwoman on Oct 13, 2008 9:03 AM ()

It's hard Deb BUT have to hold out hope for a happy ending as unlikely as it may seem at this point even if only in your mind.

comment by greatmartin on Oct 13, 2008 7:33 AM ()

I think that's how I feel right now martin, just wanting this whole thing to be over and it seems so very endless.

reply by teacherwoman on Oct 13, 2008 9:04 AM ()

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