I woke up this a.m. with a melody in my head. It was a sweet melody from a song I learned a few years back in church. It came from the Psalms 42 and the words and music are haunting and beautiful. Somehow it has made me feel better this a.m. With all that is going on right now, I needed a little calm in the midst of storms.

I miss the sound of my younger sons laughter. I miss the way he ribs me. He loves to give me a hard time and tease me. I miss his hugs and his big smile or even the grumpy "before my coffee" looks he gives me with he struggles out of bed by 11:00 a.m. and I've been up for several hours. The dogs miss him. He was their roll on the floor and get crazy buddy. I keep trying to fill that gap for them, as does my hubby, but you can tell they miss their playmate.

They are happy in Georgia, however, and I know he's exactly where he should be. I'm just anxious because I'm so ready to move to Savannah. It's become my true dream. Besides, teachers get paid better in Georgia than in Florida. Everything in God's timing, I do know that.

The cruise in October is held in front of me like a carrot. I love the anticipation of it almost as much as I love the trip. There's something about getting on that ship and sitting on the deck, looking out at the white caps on the ocean. Something so peaceful about it and so far away from the "maddening crowd." I need that escape and I've waited long and hard for it.

I do have football season to look forward to. That's one of my favorite times of year. Football and the next time sons can come for a visit. Sounds weird doesn't it -- for a visit. Younger son says that no matter where I am, that will always be home. It guess it is true, home is where your heart is

I took this from the deck at sundown on the way to Mexico.

Comments:

One day at a time Deb.

Sounds great there and good luck whatever you decide on.
Maybe a change is good for you there

Sounds like you are wistfully learning to adjust to your empty nest, which may be harder for moms to do as the kids fly off to their new independent lives. But not to worry. You'll stay close across the miles! I know your are dreaming of your cruise, but that seems like it's so far off, I hope you can find some rest and relaxation in the meantime.

comment by marta on Aug 24, 2008 11:54 AM ()

I've learned to savor the anticipation, which is exactly what I'll be doing.

reply by teacherwoman on Aug 24, 2008 12:54 PM ()

Let's see now...you'd be in the south-eastern part of Georgia and I'm in the North West hills. Between us we could have the state covered! We are so ready for the "seven notes on the trumpet" and the first kick off as the Dawgs take over Sanford stadium. UGA VII will be making his debut. If you've never been to a game there, I can't wait for you to report! Just make sure you get there early and stay late.

comment by mzscarlett on Aug 24, 2008 11:16 AM ()

I intend to come up at least once, but I will concentrate on coming up in the spring when son can actually be allowed (by NCAA) to play

reply by teacherwoman on Aug 24, 2008 12:53 PM ()

comment by lunarhunk on Aug 24, 2008 9:28 AM ()

It seems quiet right now as a matter of fact.

reply by teacherwoman on Aug 24, 2008 9:40 AM ()

Another cruise??? You world traveler you!!!

comment by cindy on Aug 24, 2008 8:05 AM ()

you certainly deserve a break, we all know it.

reply by cindy on Aug 24, 2008 9:42 AM ()

If I don't go soon, I may go crazy

reply by teacherwoman on Aug 24, 2008 9:41 AM ()

Deb I hope your dream of moving to Savannah comes true soon. That would just be wonderful for your family. I have never been to Savannah but I hear how beautiful it is. besides georgia is a little closer to me than orlando!

comment by elkhound on Aug 24, 2008 7:58 AM ()

Yeah, but here I can get you into Universal

reply by teacherwoman on Aug 24, 2008 9:40 AM ()