http://greasy.com/turftoe331/index.html turftoe331's Blog en-us © 11:28:58 Greasy.com All rights reserved. Sun, Jul 11:28:58 6 GMT 30 http://greasy.com/turftoe331/im_supplementing_diet.html with Super B-Complex vitamins. I have added energy now. However, my urine is now radioactive-green, and I have begun to sing songs such as LIVING (IN?) LA VIDA LOCA and LIKE A VIRGIN and OOPS I DID IT AGAIN. Is it just me or is that a bad sign? Should I stop taking the vitamin? Right now nothing holds my attention. Just flying by the seat of my pants. Lunch in 15 minutes. Going home to throw a load of laundry in, and, possibly, nap. Janet’s not feeling well. She’s stuffy and achy. I’ ... Tue, 17 Jun 2008 16:40:32 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/today_day.html I hung up the phone at 12:28 AM after telling Janet I loved her and that we would talk tonight. We talk every night now. And sometimes more than one a day. When I pushed the phone and the connection broke, I docked the phone, sighed and turned on the radio so I would have some company. I turned o the nightlight, rolled onto my side, closed my eyes and visualized my hand on Janet's back pulling her as close to me as possible, our bodies fusing and her talk soothing me, along with her finger ... Sat, 14 Jun 2008 15:09:06 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/1213112846.html Test test test Were you expecting something else? Tue, 10 Jun 2008 15:47:26 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/coming_america_part.html It is time for me to prepare for My Canadian Girl's second visit. June 21st she arrives. Stays here awhile, then we road-trip back to Janet Land. I'm loving the fact that I will be with her from June 21st through July 4th! Until then, she has given me a list of things to do to prepare but also to distract myself from missing her. Her voice is no longer enough. So I will begin going down the list the day after tomorrow. Big talk with one of my "guys" just a bit ago. Tomorrow the journey tur ... Wed, 4 Jun 2008 23:06:35 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/day_gorgeous.html I'm amped up, and procrastinating. I'm at work right now, supposed to be polishing up a resume--which I will get to, but felt like posting first. I'm not sure there's anything important to say-- well there is something that popped into my head and it scares me to talk about because I'm scared to admit that it hurt me, but I'm am going to admit that it hurt me, and I'm going to admit that it hurt me so that I don't internalize it. I admitted the hurt to my Canadian Goddess, but I admit it a ... Sun, 1 Jun 2008 17:39:39 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/monster_created.html I tried out the movie function in my digicam and came up with what you see if you watch it. the videio feed is patchwork. Does anyone know how to fine-tune it? anyway.... Fri, 30 May 2008 21:24:23 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/totally_random_things.html I've 3 bunches of lilacs in the apartment and they are all shedding. Summer has unofficially arrived here in Mass, and it is no longer warmer in Canada. it's such a gorgeous, sunny day here that now that I'm home from work I'm free-ballin under my sweat shorts and my boys dig the breeze. The pool is open now and I may even swim. I might nap on the deck, sitting up, and have a diurnal emission. writing cover letters and sending out resumes this weekend. Thiings are moving as they should. I ... Thu, 29 May 2008 20:34:49 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/just_fingers_moving_.html A mix of fiction and nonfiction. A mix of the imagined and the real. I'll not tell which is which. It has turned gorgeous here. Sun and birds and breeze. Spring breeze makes me feel fine. Some sort of construction in the neighbor's yard. Otis and Kelley had Deacon. 7 pounds 11 ounces. Big boy. Any time I mention Janet or introduce her I preface it with “my girlfriend”. I'm mailing pictures to her today. I'm going to the ocean today. To breathe. To calm myself and center myself for the ... Sat, 24 May 2008 15:25:34 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/was.html because I can still smell her on my hoodie because I can still smell her on my pillow case because her writing remains on my white board because I see that her avatar is now a picture of the two of us because when her bag lagged behind in Toronto we went to CVS and the make up we got is still in the top drawer of the bathroom vanity because the pail of sand under the table on my deck still has the stubs of cigarettes standing in it because the lime ade is still in the fridge and the portio ... Sat, 24 May 2008 01:37:46 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/back_ottawa.html All I can post right now is this: And this: 4 days not counting travel time...never enough. Tue, 20 May 2008 19:59:22 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/just_start_.html I just woke from a nap. (Janet, I can see your eyes rolling and hear you saying "Wake up!") Necessary sleep. I'm refreshed. I told her I wouldn't hide anymore. I wouldn't make myself invisible. And then she posted her "...Part Two." And I read it and said. "But I'm not ready!" She and I had a talk last night, and she had to pull some of my teeth to get me to say I'm not ready.... See, I can remember as far back as the age of two and having to wear a body cast because my heel cords and abdu ... Wed, 14 May 2008 19:34:47 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/log_in_log.html log in, log out. ten minutes left here in the cube. staying an hour extra today because boss' wife had a baby and pam's off day is today instead of tomorrow because i'm off through next tuesday and vincie is at the doc's right now. i want out of here. my energy is gone now so much sugar earlier. close to crashing to sleep to top it off i think i have to pee then leave and say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah oh yeah! Tue, 13 May 2008 20:28:46 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/drink.html I got an Energy Drink off the snack truck at work this AM. I thought I'd try it because I'd never seen it before and you can't buy it in stores here or give it to kids. I drink Monster Energy Drinks all the time and this new drink blows Monster's doors off. It even made me sneeze because t goes right to your nose. The stuff tastes nasty and I'll never drink it again. I still fired up. See below: I wanted to take a picture of the disclaimer on the side of the can. But I couldn't get in focu ... Tue, 13 May 2008 17:19:40 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/deck_views.html A few views from my small deck... the pool, about 40 feet away. there were going to be a couple more but the server reset and wouldn't allow me to upload more and now I've changed my mind... Thu, 8 May 2008 22:39:33 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/tagged.html Ok here it is. Steal it if you wish... Two names you go by: 1. Don 2. Donny P Two things you are wearing right now: 1. Very comfortable sweat shorts with plenty of breathing room for my Big Stupid Penis 2.Undershirt Two of your favorite things to do: 1. Talk to Janet 2. And be with Janet Two things you want very badly at the moment : 1. ibid 2. ibid. Two favorite pets you have had/have: 1. the pet rock when I was a kid. 2. the Siamese kitten we had named Jackie Soo Two things you did last ... Thu, 8 May 2008 22:32:55 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/momentum.html I am glad that I am not lactose intolerant because I love milk. My boss and a co-worker had to testify in a court case yesterday in Boston, and it our agency is going to win. I love watching the Trailer Park Boys. Bubbles sure can throw shopping carts. Believe it or not, some tall people have short legs. Time for a bio break… (time passing…passing…passing…) Back from the bio break. The sun is flaring today. Even mice are exploring the fields. Jodie (the pig in the window in Amityvi ... Wed, 7 May 2008 18:45:24 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/sun_out_lazy.html The grass is lush but the sky is washed out and I'm still in my comfortable night clothes listening to the burner in the cellar fire up perhaps it's just heating water I feel no new heat just a calm from sleep and reading in Kiss and Make-Up about the band and Gene's exploits it's an easy read I'll be done with it before the day's out (1 week and 6 days!) May faith and hope and love i know isn't blind and loves me so Sat, 3 May 2008 17:46:47 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/played_hooky_today.html I slept til noon. Read a lot. was a quiet day. Then I played catch with the son of the people who used to live directly above me. They moved the last of their stuff out tonight. I talked to janetk today. Saturday, Ill be sending a form to the CIC in buffalo. 2 weeks and a day til my Canadian Girls arrives. aw yeah! that's it for now. Thu, 1 May 2008 23:39:48 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/try.html just the boy and me comfy together my face may not say it but what a pleasure to have his weight on me Sat, 26 Apr 2008 15:17:41 GMT http://greasy.com/turftoe331/picture_march_visit.html Just the boy and me.He may look a bit uncomfy, but he weren't.What a boy. <a href="http://greasy.com/cgi-bin/blogapp/img.cgi?image=53140483.jpg" title="Click to use this image!"><img src="http://greasy.com/host/images/53140483.jpg" border="0" width="500" height="375"></a> Sat, 26 Apr 2008 15:13:35 GMT