I really miss my old apartment. It was new, in the city and exactly how I wanted it. I thought I hated living right downtown at the time. The noise, the neighbors and the lack of parking. But I think that I really loved it but just didnt appreciate it. You know what they say, you dont really know what you have untill its gone.

Thinking about that, it occurs to me that in ending my marriage I won't realize what I have untill it's gone. I've all but made up my mind that I WILL stick this out. I really do want to see it through. It's just SO much easier to leave.....walk away like you do from any situation you arn't comfortable in. Marriage is about making it work and getting through the tough times together...weathering the storms. But I hate storms and I don't like standing in the middle of them. I run for shelter somewhere warm and dry and COMFORTABLE.

I guess its time to face one.

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