http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/ uhappyhousewife's Blog en-us © 03:44:17 Greasy.com All rights reserved. Tue, Dec 03:44:17 2 GMT 30 http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/stress_city.html This weekend sucked. Hugely. Is that a word? Anyway, I spent the whole weekend waiting for my husband to decided if he wanted us to split or not. I told him he had to be carefull about his decision because if he decided that it was to stay together, that it meant FOR EVER, NO MATTER WHAT....you know, like the vows we said when we got married. So of course im stressing the whole time, wondering why I dont just make things easy on everyone and make the decision, but I didnt want to do anythi ... http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/stress_city.html#comments Thu, 7 Feb 2008 20:15:06 GMT http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/change_channel.html Well its time to move out of the divorce channel. The crack in the road is closed and we're moving on. My husband and I had a nice talk last night and he really opened up....and I listened and realized what had happened to make him go from worshiping me (figurativly speaking of course) to wanting to leave me. And things are looking up now.....I can see clearly now the rain is gone.....I can see all obsticals in my way..and i will move them, one by one. I have decided to consider Zoloft. Im ... http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/change_channel.html#comments Thu, 7 Feb 2008 17:31:00 GMT http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/fork_road.html I had to pick a channel for the blog. So many could apply right now but I went with divorce. It seems that so many things are pushing me towards the neon sign of singletown..... Its been only 8 months of marriage.....a good run if I were a celebrity. But Im not and this is my second marriage. So I am apprehensive to choose this route. I have been reading that couples that stick it out usually end up happier in the long run and better off, but at this point in the game, I just cant see how ... http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/fork_road.html#comments Sat, 29 Sep 2007 23:30:09 GMT http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/apartment.html I really miss my old apartment. It was new, in the city and exactly how I wanted it. I thought I hated living right downtown at the time. The noise, the neighbors and the lack of parking. But I think that I really loved it but just didnt appreciate it. You know what they say, you dont really know what you have untill its gone. Thinking about that, it occurs to me that in ending my marriage I won't realize what I have untill it's gone. I've all but made up my mind that I WILL stick this out ... http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/apartment.html#comments Sat, 29 Sep 2007 20:49:29 GMT http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/untitled.html I picked the infertility channel today...i like this, switching from one problem to another. Works well for me. I am finding that I dont even want to talk about potential baby names or discuss anything that has to do with potential babies. I feel like it isnt going to happen, so I should just move on. I know, I know......like I said, now isnt the time anyway....but I still so badly want at least one more child. Working with first grade students isnt much help. I leave on Tuesday mornings w ... http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/untitled.html#comments Sat, 29 Sep 2007 20:05:16 GMT http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/life_hotel.html Life is a hotel where you never see the management. You can complain or praise, but you wont see the management untill check out time. You dont get to decide if you want to come to the hotel or not, but you can decide to leave when you want. Or wait untill management kicks you out. You may get a luxery suite or a rat infested hole. You dont get to choose. But you can choose to upgrade if you want, and if you work hard enough, and if the management doesnt have a problem with it. Otherwise, ... http://greasy.com/uhappyhousewife/life_hotel.html#comments Sat, 29 Sep 2007 16:46:09 GMT