Well its time to move out of the divorce channel. The crack in the road is closed and we're moving on.

My husband and I had a nice talk last night and he really opened up....and I listened and realized what had happened to make him go from worshiping me (figurativly speaking of course) to wanting to leave me. And things are looking up now.....I can see clearly now the rain is gone.....I can see all obsticals in my way..and i will move them, one by one.

I have decided to consider Zoloft. Im convinced I suffer from depression, and so is everyone else around me. I hate being negative and unhappy when I have a great life....and I dont want others around me to suffer anymore. Hell, I dont want to suffer anymore. I mean, its not a party waking up sour everyday and not knowing why. I guess I was a closet depression sufferer....and Im out now! And I will get help before I loose it all.

Funny how much we take for granted before something or someone gives us a wakeup call and we stand back and see ourselves.......